What if I never let you touch me?
What if I never let you touch me?
"You mean parliament,"
"Same thing,"
"Really, did Wang Shi send your naked picture? How cute! Let me see," Liu Jeilan put the cup down but Honey ran to cover the distance of almost fifty meters and warned from there.
"Stay there. No one is allowed to see it. If someone dares, I won't talk to him ever." he looked at the picture which was probably taken when he was three. Sitting at the terrace of their penthouse, Wang Shi was done giving him oil massage and clicked it soon after. But right now, his devil father has hidden 'the pepe' with :face_with_tongue: emoji to tease him more.
[Dare do anything, and I'll share this pic with Ducky. Just imagine the amount of torture you will have to bear once this photo gets into Suyin's hand. :grinning_squinting_face:. Or how about I hang it on the wall in the living room? ]
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Three more pictures and Honey's temper was sky-high.
Suyin put the phone down and giggled in satisfaction. Stretching in Wang Shi's arms she couldn't help but imagine Honey's reaction to these pictures. Cutie must be erupting like a volcano!
'Such a good start of the day for me! Such a poor start of the day for a certain someone! This is your punishment, little Fairy. How dare you ask Wang Shi not to tell anyone about your decision? Now bear it.'
And then she patted Wang Shi's cheeks softly, 'Your punishment too, hottie bum. I'm sure Honey would do something worse, all the best.]
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"I can help you. I have hundreds of naked pictures of Shishi," To win Honey's heart, Liu Jeilan said. The excitement wired through Honey's body, tingling him from head to toe.
"Really?" Honey wore the expression of a child that got himself a Santa as a Christmas present.
"Yup. Your dad used to love running naked around the house, jiggling his cute bums."
"Is his pepe visible in them?"
"Yes,"
"What are you doing? Shishi will disown you," Wang Huang whispered.
"Fine, then I'll share yours," Liu Jeilan snapped.
"I think the original idea was better. There are some pics in my study also, see if you like any of them."
Honey ran to Liu Jeilan with a bounce in his steps and started pulling her with his hand, "Give me all. I'll make a collage, presentation, and a video of them."
[Just wait and watch. I'm coming.] Honey didn't forget to reply.
And Suyin didn't forget to delete the chat.
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"Why are you smiling?" Startled, Suyin's head snapped right to the man inches away from her face. She smiled beautifully, alerting Wang Shi's sixth sense. "What have you done?"
She pecked his nose, "Good morning, bright day it is."
"...."
"Why do I feel you have done something behind my back?"
"No. Nope. Never. You forgot to return my morning kiss," batting her long lashes innocently just the way Honey does, she changed the topic. Wang Shi swiftly turned her on her stomach and climbed over, cautious not to put his weight on her. "Ah, Shishi!"
She squirmed when he dipped his hand under the blanket and reached for his phone in her hand. "Sweetheart mine, what is this?" his lips brushing over her neck.
"Oh! How did it reach under the blanket? Don't you usually place it on the side table? Looks like last night you forgot,"
"Really? Aren't you being naughty, huh? Tell me the truth, what mischievousness have you done?" unknown to her, he woke up five minutes before and saw everything. She did something on phone and giggled, covering her mouth. Then she looked at him deviously and patted his cheek. He's getting a bad feeling about it.
"Ow... Shishi my back. It's hurting." Suyin pretended, but the trick worked. Wang Shi instantly get off, she felt him pushing her shirt up, exposing her lower back. He was feeling the tender skin as gently as ever.
"Sorry, love. Let me apply the ointment again," the next few minutes were spent applying medicine on her back, and she could not help but moan. His hands were magical. "Mmmmm.... wow! You are amazing. A little right, please. And here, too. If possible, repeat the thing you did with knuckles on my backbone."
"...."
"Ah, I see.... so this was your trick," once again he attacked her, and she squirmed, feeling ticklish when started placing wet kisses at the side of her neck. "No, no, no escaping, sweetheart." he lifted her bum to hold her in place, but the next moment she bolted up in a panic and pushed him on the chest.
"NO NO NO... Don't do this Wren, I'm not ready," Pleading, she curled herself under the blanket, puzzling him. But most shockingly, she called him Wren?
As in Qi Wren?
Her breathing came more rapid, more shallow.
He could feel her shiver inside the blanket. The thoughts accelerated inside his mind, for a known reason he could relate to her. This feeling of being uncomfortable when touched at sensitive parts~ who can understand it more than him.
"Suyin," he whispered, wrapping his arms around the blanket. But it made the situation worse. She started struggling violently to free herself from his grip.
"Wren... please.... I'm not ready yet. Please, no... Don't do this,"
"Shhh... I got you, love. It's me, your Shishi," he forced pulled the blanket and found her covering her ears. Wang Shi's head was a carousel of past events, spinning the dark events of his own life. His heart aches for her. Never had he imagine in his wildest of dreams that one day he'd see the fierce Zhao Suyin in this vulnerable condition.
He pried open her white-knuckled fingers around her ears and forced her in his embrace. It was like a hurricane inside her, and he has to calm this down first. "It's me, Shishi, my love. Relax," Her eyes were clenched, and when he started rocking her, kissing her face softly, she started getting calm.... calmer.
Her fears started tumbling, bringing her back to her senses.
Suddenly she opened her eyes, blinking, blinking, reached to touch his cheek, "Shishi?"
"Yeah, that's the name. Suyin's Shishi. Shishi's Suyin. Shishi, Suyin. Suyin, Shishi." He tell her over and over, stroking her back and kissing her face. Before they talk, he needs her to calm down completely and let her know she's safe with him.
"Shishi," he fell backward when she hugged him with all her might and started crying on his chest. Part of her brain figured she had done this in front of Wang Shi. Subconsciously her brain and body reacted the way it did before. It failed to differentiate between Wang Shi's pure touch and Qi Wren's malicious one.
....
A few minutes passed by, but the man didn't stop coaxing her by rubbing her back. Though he didn't say a word for which she was really grateful, an unknown fear started haunting her.
She took a deep breath and remained unmoving above him.
"Feeling better?"
"Hm," without moving, she hummed in reply.
'If you try to push me to ask the reason behind my action, or if you decide to leave me after this, I'll lose every shred of respect I have for you. Because it will make me realize, you have none for me. You have to understand I've some deep fears which I'm already trying hard to overcome. The fact I let you bathe me and join me in the bathtub was already a big step for me.' she thought.
"Hungry?" This time she looked up in shock. It was not the question she had expected to hear from him. He smiled and wiped her messy face with his fingers. "It's okay, my love. You don't have to explain yourself. It was my mistake that I overstepped my boundaries. Sorry, I scare you this much."
She didn't object when he picked her up in his arms and walked to the bathroom. "I think you should take off today. Talk to Zeng, it's important. And I'll ask Daiyu about the progress of his investigation. I'm sure he must have found something useful-- WHAT?" he touched his face, "Is there a dirt?"
Her eyes were glued to him.
"Y-You don't want to ask me anything? Anything?"
"No." he said, "Whatever it was, I can see it's related to your past. Have I given a chance to change it, I'd definitely do. But since I can't, I can strive to make our present and future so memorable that you will forget this.... um.... this~ whatever this is that's haunting you."
"So whatever it is, you don't give a damn about it?"
"Want me to write somewhere?"
"What if I never let you touch me?" she looked up straight into his eyes to not miss even the subtle-est of change in his expression. Somewhere she knows he's not that type of man, but her experience with men she had encountered in life and work, makes her question him.
"Love is never about a physical relationship. If two persons are in love, it means their souls have got united, not their bodies. It's spiritual, it's pure, not always about sex. " He did the same and let her know whatever he was saying was all by heart. "But yes..... I have dreamed of adding an extension to our little family. I won't lie. A cute daughter who looks just like you. But if you are not willing, we have Honey with us, anyway. We can adopt a child later and name her as ours."
Their eyes locked. Something happened in that moment that made it easier for her to tell him the truth.
"I-I was raped by Qi Wren in our marriage. My consciousness calls it rape because he forced himself on me, but my brain calls it the husband's right over wife."
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