C186 Life of Luo Feng in the Dao
C186 Life of Luo Feng in the Dao
Situ Ling'er caught some fish and Chen Qingyang built a fire.
It was like they were camping by the sea on a night like this. Unfortunately, what filled their hearts was the lingering threat of death.
The fish was quickly cooked. Although there was no seasoning, it was still very fragrant.
The fish was very delicious.
Chen Qingyang handed one to Situ Ling'er, then another to Qin Lin and Mo Wu, and finally began to eat.
There were eight fish in total.
Two apiece.
Thus, at this moment, there were four grilled fish that had been moved to a nearby shelf.
Just as everyone was enjoying their meal, Luo Feng suddenly appeared.
He walked over.
Chen Qingyang immediately called Lili to stand up.
Chen Qingyang did not dare to be careless against Luo Feng. Although both sides had arranged for a battle, what if Luo Feng launched a sneak attack?
Even if he died, he would have no way to justify it!
Qin Lin and Mo Wu were sitting down. The two of them also looked at Xiang Luofeng vigilantly.
Under the moonlight, Luo Feng's black clothes were icy cold, giving off an unparalleled feeling of oppression.
Luo Feng slowly walked closer and stopped three meters away from the crowd.
"Can you give me a fish?" Luo Feng glanced at the four roasted fish on the side and suddenly said to Chen Qingyang.
He only had Chen Qingyang in his eyes because he felt that Chen Qingyang was the only opponent.
Chen Qingyang was slightly surprised, then said: "No problem."
After he finished, he picked up the grilled fish rack and threw it along with the grilled fish towards Luo Feng.
Luo Feng took it over. He said to Chen Qingyang coldly, "When the first light of the day shines, it will be time for us to fight to the death." But there is no deep hatred between us. So why don't you sit down and talk? "
He sat down first.
The moment he sat down, it was tantamount to exposing his biggest weakness and opening to Chen Qingyang.
It could be said that if Chen Qingyang and Situ Ling'er were to attack now, Luo Feng would most likely die.
However, what Luo Feng did showed his sincerity.
Chen Qingyang was slightly surprised. Naturally, he wouldn't take the initiative to attack Luo Feng.
Chen Qingyang's personality was: if someone respects me a third of the way, I'll return the favor by a third of the way. If people don't offend me, then I won't offend them. If they offend me, then I will definitely repay them tenfold!
Afterward, Chen Qingyang and Situ Ling'er sat cross-legged.
Luo Feng began to eat the grilled fish silently. Not long later, the grilled fish were all finished. He said to Chen Qingyang, "Can you give me another one?"
Chen Qingyang didn't say anything else, grabbed a grilled fish rack and threw it over to Luo Feng.
Luo Feng took it.
In next to no time, he finished another one.
Chen Qingyang smiled bitterly and said, "If you want it again, there won't be any left."
Luo Feng said lightly, "I'm full."
Chen Qingyang and the others also started to eat.
Mo Wu and Qin Lin ate one and stopped eating it. They would leave the other two to Chen Qingyang and Situ Ling'er.
Chen Qingyang and Situ Ling'er did not hold back and quickly ate the last two as well.
After eating the grilled fish, Chen Qingyang felt his stomach warm and comfortable.
Afterwards, Chen Qingyang looked at Xiang Luofeng and said, "You didn't come here just to eat grilled fish, did you?"
Mo Wu and Qin Lin also looked at Xiang Luofeng curiously. They were also curious about Luo Feng's purpose in coming.
Previously, Chen Qingyang's group's impression of Luo Feng was ice-cold and bloodthirsty.
But at this moment, everyone felt that Luo Feng was also alone.
Luo Feng suddenly said, "Chen Qingyang, in your eyes, what kind of person am I? Am I a good person or a bad person? "
It was a strange question.
Is Luo Feng a bad guy?
He had killed so many people, and they were all bad people.
However, he abided by the rules of the elimination round, how could he be called a bad person?
Was that a good person?
Apparently not.
Chen Qingyang glanced at Luo Feng and asked, "Why do you ask?" Luo Feng said lightly, "I was just casually asking." Chen Qingyang asked, "Do you care about the opinions of others?"
Luo Feng said, "I don't care. "I'm just a bit curious."
Chen Qingyang said, "I think you're a good person."
Luo Feng was extremely surprised. He glanced at Chen Qingyang and said, "Oh, why?"
Chen Qingyang said, "How can one distinguish between good and bad? Doing good things is a good person? You think that doing something bad is bad? I think, in the eyes of the chain, that if humans want to eat them, then humans are the absolute bad guys, the monstrous evil people. But in the eyes of humans, they are just food, so humans will not think that the people who kill chickens and sheep are bad people. "
Luo Feng said, "That's a very novel way of speaking."
Chen Qingyang smiled lightly and continued, "So, I think you are a good person. At least, you follow your inner desires. "Then, to you, you are a good person."
Luo Feng said, "What about you? Do you think you're a good person or a bad person?"
Chen Qingyang smiled bitterly and said, "I'm not a good person." I have a lot of ideas, but I can't do them. Because there is a morality inside me that binds me. At least, I'm not a good person to myself. "
"But so what?" Chen Qingyang said lightly, "Good people, bad people, gentlemen, villains, etc. I don't care about these titles, I don't care how many people finish reading them. "
"A man with a clear conscience and a noble heart!" Luo Feng said, "You are indeed someone who doesn't care about the opinions of others."
Chen Qingyang was indeed like that. Thus, at this moment, he only smiled faintly.
After being silent for a while, Chen Qingyang said, "I can't believe we could sit down and talk."
Luo Feng's eyes were like black ice, but at this moment, the ice in his eyes melted a little. He said, "I've never had any friends. This is the first time I've talked so much to anyone. "
Chen Qingyang smiled and said, "It seems that I should feel honored."
Luo Feng said, "Are you interested in hearing my story?"
Chen Qingyang was slightly shocked, he was very curious about Luo Feng's experience. Now that Luo Feng was willing to say it, he naturally wanted to hear it.
Including Mo Wu and Qin Lin.
Situ Ling'er, on the other hand, was not in the least emotional. She just quietly snuggled beside Chen Qingyang, just like a cute little daughter-in-law.
Luo Feng fell into his memories and said, "I am an orphan. From when I can remember, I have been on an isolated island. The island was an organization called the King's Revival Society. They adopted a lot of babies and raised them into killers. Amongst my peers, I have the highest aptitude and the highest regard. As a result, my training has also been particularly harsh. "
"When I was six, I had a bulldog. I named the bulldog Kiki. At that time, Kiki was the comfort of my life, no matter how hard I trained, how many curses and beatings I got. I could hold him at night, and he would comfort me and lick my wounds. It can be said that we are mutually dependent on each other. "
Saying this, Luo Feng paused for a moment and said, "Chen Qingyang, I believe you have also guessed what happened afterwards. When I was nine, the Heavenly King's Revival Association trained my instructor to let me kill Qi Qi. If I don't kill him, he will torture me to death bit by bit. I had no choice but to kill Qi Qi. However, this was not the most cruel. They put me and Kiki in a cage for a month. This month, I have no water, no food. So I had to eat the strange flesh and blood raw and persevere on. "
Luo Feng's words were emotionless, but Chen Qingyang and the others could imagine how cruel and torturous it was for a nine year old to experience such an environment.
Luo Feng continued, "In the King's Rejuvenation Society, if you want to live, you have to be like animals and not be emotional. He could not be soft-hearted, and he could not resist. In addition, it is worth saying, all along, the person taking care of us eating and living is a beautiful aunt. We all call her Aunt Lan. Aunt Lan was especially kind to me, but I didn't dare to rely on her. I was afraid that the members of the King's Restoration Society would let me kill Aunt Lan. "
"However, I was still only nine years old at the time. As time went on, my feelings for Lili grew even deeper. Aunt Lan was the only person in my life who cared for me and smiled. I felt like Aunt Lan was my mother. I also said to Aunt Lan that one day, when I'm strong enough, I will take Aunt Lan away from here. "
Luo Feng's words were surprisingly soft.
Obviously, his feelings for Aunt Lan were much deeper than his feelings for the Bulldog Qi Qi Qi.
Chen Qingyang could even hear Luo Feng's dependence on Aunt Lan, his son's dependence on his mother and his love for her.
In such an environment, it was obvious that Luo Feng's feelings were a bit abnormal.
Luo Feng continued, "When I was eighteen, Aunt Lan died. I killed him myself. "
Chen Qingyang, Mo Wu, and Qin Lin paled.
"Why? Because the members of the King's Revival Society forced you? " Mo Wu couldn't help but ask.
"Aunt Lan asked me to kill her." Luo Feng's eyes flashed with an indescribable pain.
The moment he said this, everyone was puzzled.
Luo Feng said, "Initially, it was my instructor who called me over. He gave me a dagger and told me to kill Aunt Lan. I was so shocked by the news that I threw away my dagger and refused to obey. In my heart, I could kill all the people in the world, but I wouldn't kill Aunt Lan. "If you have the guts, then kill me!"
"Later on, the instructor gave me a cold look but didn't say anything. In the evening, when I went back to my room, I saw Aunt Lan. "
"Even after so many years, when Luo Feng recalled the situation back then, his face was still filled with pain." I saw Aunt Lan being abused in turn by ten big men. The ten men looked at me coldly. I went up to fight with my life on the line and they sent me flying with a kick. Soon after, the big guys also left. I went to see Aunt Lan. Aunt Lan's body was covered with scars. She cried and begged me to kill her. "
"Feng, kill me, kill me!" Luo Feng closed his eyes in pain, then opened them again and said, "That's what Aunt Lan begged me before she died. Her voice was filled with pain and despair. Thus, I strangled Lili to death with my own hands. I cried all night that day, holding Aunt Lan's body. The next day, I wiped away my tears and told myself, Luo Feng, from now on, you don't have to feel anything for anyone, and you don't have to shed a single tear for anyone. "
Chen Qingyang, Mo Wu and Qin Lin couldn't help but feel sympathy for Luo Feng. His experience was so cruel, so cruel …