C160 Would You like to be My Boyfriend
C160 Would You like to be My Boyfriend
"I …" For a moment, I didn't know how to answer. I didn't know what my relationship was with Liyan, Wang Yao, Shangguan Lulu, and Linda. I liked them. I was willing to do anything for them, even at the cost of my life.
It's just that I don't know how they feel about me. Li Yan once risked her life to deal with the pirates by herself just for me and Wang Yao.
I think Li Yan loved me, but I feel that I am not worthy of her love. All my promises to her are humble, and all my sacrifices to her are insignificant.
Wang Yao also loves me, no doubt about that, she is very dependent on me, always stick to me.
In order to prevent me from being bitten by the Five-Colored Holy Spider, Shangguan Lulu would rather be bitten herself than hesitate to save me. She gave me the Eye of Resurrection pendant, which is still around my neck.
The first time Linda met me, she did everything I wanted, and was willing to give me the position of the head of the family.
Each of them had given too much for me, but I felt that I was not worthy of them. I was not qualified to have them, to have their love.
Since I have thought it through, why procrastinate, there is a kind of love called let go, do not disturb them is my last tender.
"I don't have a girlfriend, so what? Isn't it very pitiful? " I said dejectedly.
"Then are you willing to be my boyfriend?" Ya Shu asked me happily.
"Ah, what did you say?" I couldn't believe my ears. The first time I met her, she asked if I wanted to be her boyfriend. That was a straightforward confession. I didn't know what to do. It wasn't that I still had some illusions about Li Yan and Wang Yao, but I really didn't know how to answer her.
"Think about it, if no one has admired you before, then I admire you; if no one has liked you before, then let me like you; if no one has loved you before, then I am willing to love you; if no one has accompanied you before, then let me accompany you." Ya Shu lowered her head and said as if going for broke.
"Thank you, Ya Shu. When I have adjusted my attitude, can I answer you?" I took her by the hand and said to her.
I felt that even though I had decided to let go of my feelings for Li Yan and Wang Yao. But they were all in my heart. Some say that the best way to forget a relationship is to start a new one. But I really can't do it. I can't delete them from my memory, and I can't forget everything and start over.
"Yes, yes." "Don't make me wait too long," Ya Shu bashfully said. She then hummed a small tune and left.
"Big bad guy, so you are here. Linda has already arranged dinner. Are you hungry?" Just as she left, Wang Yao ran to my side and took my arm.
Wang Yao still stuck to me as usual, I did not push her away, but I was not as happy as before as natural, I was like a puppet.
"Say something, what's the matter with you? Are you angry with us? " Wang Yao looked at me and asked.
"No," I replied flatly.
"Of course there is. You don't treat me coldly or warmly, don't you hate me?" Wang Yao choked on her tears.
Seeing Wang Yao like this, my heart hurts so much. I know she loves me, but I'm not worthy of her. I'm not worthy to have her love. I'm not worthy for her to shed tears for me.
"I don't hate you. You are my friend, so how could I hate you? "Don't let your thoughts run wild," I comforted Wang Yao.
"Friend? Why do you say we're friends? "Are we just friends?" Wang Yao looked at me with a desperate expression and asked.
"We are best friends, lifelong friends," I said, looking at Wang Yao. I didn't know why I said this, I knew it would hurt to say it, but didn't I feel sad?
He had hurt her, but he had also hurt himself. He cared a lot about her, and he was clearly reluctant to let go, but his mouth always said something that went against his heart.