C763 Confess All This
C763 Confess All This
Once Qiu Tong knew the whole truth, once Qiu Tong knew that I was the Guest in the virtual world that she would never forget, I didn't know how shocked and shocked she would be. I didn't know how she would look at me, I didn't know if she would accept this reality.
She hates deceit the most, and I, who have been deceiving her, have been deceiving her from beginning to end.
I knew that in her innocent heart Guest was the only man she had ever truly loved in her entire life. Even though this person was in the air, even though she had always known that she could only dream about her truest feelings, she had, after all, made a real contribution.
I also know that even though I experienced Dong Xue's Hai Zhu in my life, even though I had a complicated relationship with them, even though I have never been able to forget my first love, even though I still have a deep attachment and yearning for Hai Zhu, I cannot avoid concealing the true feelings deep within me. Even though these feelings have always been buried deep within my heart under the oppression of reality, even though I know that these feelings are only a dream, they still exist.
I could try not to think about it, but I couldn't deceive myself.
Thinking of this, my heart began to feel shamelessly for myself. If my feelings for Qiu Tong came from the bottom of my heart, then, what about my feelings for Hai Zhu? Why do I still have so much to worry about? Then, what about Dong Xue, why do I still keep thinking about my first love?
Could it be that my feelings for Hai Zhu, whom I've gotten along with through thick and thin with, are more like those of a family? Could it be that I couldn't forget my first love because it was the first time in my life that it had given birth to a first love that I had never experienced before? And when I put aside the disturbance of kinship and first affection, put aside the ruthless reality, and face my true heart, I really ask myself, who is the woman I truly love in my heart, the woman I truly love in my heart?
The more I thought about it, the more frightened and remorseful I felt. Although Hai Zhu and Dong Xue had already left me, I still felt a deep fear and unease, as well as the shamelessness and despicability that came from the depths of my brain.
I still can not get rid of the kinship love friendship entanglement, still can not get rid of the reality trouble. I know that whether or not Hai Zhuyun and Dong Xue are with me, I have had a relationship with them, and I am responsible for them all.
Hai Zhu, in particular, was my friend in need. She came to me in my worst and most embarrassing moments, and gave me the most precious truths and truths in my life. I had to talk about my conscience and do my duty to her. Responsibility is something that a man cannot avoid. Regardless of whether Hai Zhu returns to my side or not, I still have to take responsibility for her. I have to take responsibility for the selfless feelings she has towards me.
Thinking about Qiu Tong again, although I was destined never to be able to be with her in my life, I couldn't deny my true feelings towards her. Could it be that because I couldn't be together, I would have to deceive her forever? In the world of love, what could be the most intolerable? The answer was simple: Deceit! I couldn't deny my true feelings, but I continued to deceive her. How could I live up to my conscience if I went on like this? How could she live up to Qiu Tong's true love and love for Guest in the air?
My mind was in a whirl of pain and helplessness. My soul wandered between the clouds, thinking of the fox tail that was about to be revealed to Qiu Tong. I couldn't fall asleep for a long time.
The next day, he got up and ate breakfast.
Seated at the dining table, Qiu Tong seemed to be leisurely eating.
Cao Lee's complexion didn't look good. Her eyes were sunken, and even though she was wearing makeup, she couldn't hide the dark circles around her eyes. Her face was also somewhat pale. I think she must have suffered quite a bit last night.
Sun Dongkai was still reserved. He glanced at Qiu Tong while he ate his breakfast.
At this time, Qiu Tong spoke up and looked at Cao Lee: "Hey, Director Cao, did you not get a good rest last night? You don't look too good. "
Cao Lee raised her head to look at Qiu Tong, concealing a smile. "I'm alright. Am I not looking good?"
"I don't think so." A faint smile appeared on Qiu Tong's face.
"Hur hur. Maybe it was because he was happy last night and he drank too much. "My alcohol capacity has never been good. Last night, I drank too much white wine and red wine together with beer. With a single drink, the alcohol will become stronger and my body will feel worse." Cao Lee said.
"That's true. I drank too little last night, and immediately put it down when I got back. My stomach was still feeling very uncomfortable this morning." Su Dingguo interrupted, looking at Cao Lee and then at Sun Dongkai.
"Come, Director Cao, drink some rice porridge to nourish your stomach." Qiu Tong said as she placed a bowl of porridge in front of Cao Lee.
"Thank you, Boss Qiu." Cao Lee glanced at Sun Dongkai as she spoke.
"Everyone drank a lot last night. Me too. " Sun Dongkai smiled and said, "I was dizzy and walked into the wrong room and went into Qiu Tong's room. "Sigh, luckily Yi Ke is here, luckily Qiu Tong hasn't rested yet, otherwise, this would have been a misunderstanding."
"Hur hur." Su Dingguo laughed.
Qiu Tong looked at me. I looked at Qiu Tong, but didn't say anything.
"What?" Boss Yi went to Boss Qiu's room last night? " Cao Lee looked at me in surprise, then looked at Qiu Tong.
"Yeah, I called Boss Yi over last night. I talked to him about going to the Danton exchange today." Qiu Tong said calmly.
Cao Lee nodded and looked at Sun Dongkai with blinking eyes, "You went to Boss Qiu's room last night and left it open?"
"It's closed. I thought it was my room and didn't even see the number before I took out my key card to open the door. Sigh … I didn't expect it to open all of a sudden. It's not strange at all." Sun Dongkai said, "Is it really as Qiu Tong analyzed last night, that there's something wrong with the door system or that the waiter mistakenly gave me the public card?"
Cao Lee nodded, "I went to the service desk to ask about it today. It wasn't the door system, but the waiter took the wrong card in the middle of the room. Your card can open all the doors on that floor."
"Oh. It really was like that. This hotel attendant is really careless, luckily I'm not a bad person or a thief. " Sun Dongkai laughed.
I knew in my heart that Cao Lee must have given Qiu Tong two door cards when she checked in at the reception desk, one for Sun Dongkai and one for Qiu Tong. Sun Dongkai and Cao Lee had planned this a long time ago, and they had a backup plan.
Unfortunately, even though these two people had calculated everything, they didn't succeed in the end. Sun Dongkai would definitely be very depressed on the way back. Cao Lee, on the other hand, had mixed feelings. She didn't want to help Sun Dongkai, but she had to fawn on him. It was very contradictory.
At this time, I looked at Sun Dongkai and half-jokingly said, "Secretary Sun, since you're participating in the annual party as the leader of the group, I presume you will be in a very good mood, right?"
Sun Dongkai laughed, "Haha, of course I'm happy. However, I'm not happy because of my status as a participant, but because we've learned a lot of good practices from our peers and got to know a lot of new colleagues. We've benefited a lot from this meeting."
Qiu Tong continued, "Look, Boss Yi, in the end, your ideological level is not as high as Secretary Sun's, and your knowledge is not as deep as Secretary Sun's, so your horizons are not as broad as Secretary Sun's. Actually, you don't even need to ask Secretary Sun. Just by looking at Secretary Sun's expression, you will know that Secretary Sun is very satisfied with the outcome of this meeting.
"Right, right, Boss Qiu is right." Su Dingguo quickly agreed, "Secretary Sun personally led us to this meeting. We have gained a lot and we are very satisfied with the results. Secretary Sun is even more satisfied."
Sun Dongkai laughed. It was a very calm laugh, and there was also a sense of loss and loss.
Cao Lee pursed her lips but didn't say anything. She lowered her head to eat.
Qiu Tong glanced at Sun Dongkai and Cao Lee. Her eyes were full of contempt, and she seemed to bite down hard on her teeth.
After breakfast, the depressed Sun Dongkai brought the unreconciled Cao Lee and the ignorant Su Dingguo back to the Hsinghai. Qiu Tong and I stayed in the hotel.
The people from Danton and I came to contact us very quickly. The conference rooms were retired and we were given new arrangements. Qiu Tong and I had rooms on the seventeenth floor. I could tell that the other party was very concerned about us and treated us with great courtesy.
After settling down in our room, Qiu Tong and I were directly taken to the Profound Danton conference room with the other party.
Upon entering, Qiu Tong and I were stunned by the black mass of heads and the warm applause. We looked at each other and wondered, why is it that there are so many people who only communicate with the people they distribute?
He then told us that he had considered the fact that it would not be easy for us to pass down a treasure to him, so he decided to expand the exchange further. The leaders of the various Operating Departments s and middle management cadres of the whole group had also come, and at the same time, the person sitting at the very front of the meeting hall was also the leader and deputy director of the branch management of the group.
Lili and I were both surprised by the scale and posture, but Lili quickly got used to it, nodded at me, smiled, and sat down.
Qiu Tong and I sat between each other's boss, who personally presided over the event.
The atmosphere in the meeting room was very warm. After the speech, we took turns asking questions. Qiu Tong and I calmly and calmly took turns answering. The answers were brilliant and exquisite. After answering each question, we would get a warm round of applause.
It was only until 12 o'clock when the boss announced that the exchange was over. Only then did everyone stop asking questions.
After lunch, at the request of Qiu Tong, Master arranged for us to visit their Issuing Company. Qiu Tong and I, accompanied by the other two who were in charge of the boss's affairs, visited their company's headquarters and the Publishing Station in a few cities.
After the afternoon tour ended, Master held a sumptuous thank you banquet at the Yalu River Hotel for us. The Chief personally hosted it, split the responsibility between the Leader and a few of the people in charge of the other party's Operating Departments, and they were all men. It was hard for Qiu Tong and I to refuse each other a toast. We had to drink, and at the same time, we had to repay each other.
After the feast, Qiu Tong and I both drank a lot, and we both had a strong taste for alcohol, but I wasn't in a daze yet. I looked at Qiu Tong, and so did I.
After my master left, Qiu Tong suggested that we take a walk by the river and drink some wine. I agreed.
We walked along the Yalu River in the night.